I feel like I have found my match made in heaven. When I look at her smiling face I just feel like “this person makes sense to me” and everything seems to just click. The more I get to know her the more beautiful she gets. But my mother thinks I am a...
Silky Burnside
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Month: May 2025
She saw right through me
She saw right through me. And embraced me anyway. Gosh, I love that girl.
My fearful pleasure
My fearful pleasure. Abundance I'm scared to lose. Anxious pain that heals.
To visit UAE?
I feel like God answered my prayers and delivered the perfect girl into my life, but there are complicating factors that perhaps require clear thinking (not unquestioning faith). It feels like every message indicates empathy, every emoji indicates devotion and every...
Message from an angel
Ah my childhood street, it still feels like home even in the caffeinated early morning darkness, many years later. I've been talking to a young woman, and my achy heart feels like it's gushing with emotion, and my extremities are in a cold sweat. In the past this...
God shows he loves me
God shows he loves me. Miracles I don't deserve. My heart overflows.
When unopenable doors fall open
The loving afterglow of mindfulness coursing through my nervous system illuminated the early morning silence. I was now visualising myself sitting on a couch together with Jesus in heaven, watching my childhood on television. Contemplating the facial expression of God...
Lord, what shall I do?
"Lord, what shall I do?" "Tom, give your gift to the world. I will be your strength".
I create beauty
I create beauty. But keep your wits about you. I also destroy.
Bitter emotion
Bitter emotion. Written on my Mother’s face. My evil urges.
In the age of AI, do we need stronger socialisation and regulation?
In just a few short years, AI has become a mainstream part of everyday life and work. Furthermore, with many people expecting AI and robots to become more productive and versatile, perhaps human labour will be rendered obsolete. This may be a good thing, making the...
Under ancient light
Under ancient light. God’s whisper is deafening. He is here today.
What I have learned from my mother
All these 35 years, my mother has been my rock. She has put a roof over my head, put food in my belly and bailed me out when I have gotten in trouble. It has felt like she made me the priority of her life all these years, and this sacrifice is something I...
Dearest tribe of mine
Dearest tribe of mine. It’s been such a hard decade. How my heart's missed you.
No man is an island
I don't often break routine and go to a new place, so it felt like a holiday. The air was cool, but the sunlight was warm. This time last year, I would have been triggered by Valentina's attitude. Maybe I do feel vaguely disrespected. The best advice I ever got about...
Extremely broad plans
The look of those unearthly perfect anime tits was emblazoned in my mind when I woke up at 2pm feeling drained. I impotently smiled at the young woman who was walking her dog but she seem disgruntled by my presence. I am not complete degenerate though - in some ways I...